I never really write on tumblr because i always feel no one will care. I still don’t think anyone will care but right now i feel horrible and I kind of want to let it out. So recently stuff have not been going as expected. I would get high expectations and bad turn-outs. I know I will get over these things like having a fail birthday or losing friends. These are small things that i can get over. But somethings are just bigger. Like knowing you can’t have something you have dreamed about since you were a little kid. All of this just made me angry, like Ash’s anger at when Gary Oak is being a bully. It was anger mode to the max. As i was scrolling down tumblr, little things pissed me off. Basically anything that dealt with happiness made me mad (perfect timing because of all the happy royal wedding pictures). Then i got extremely disappointed. I went from angry that my childhood dreams were crushed to disappointed that i wouldn’t be able to make my dreams come true.
I’m told that when everything is dark a great thing will come and brighten everything up. But what if the coldness of the dark takes that flame out.